I sense an emptyness to your response. How do you feel about your inability to bring about a successful outcome to your dilemma? Did Doug uncover some deep rooted inadequacy by pushing you to perform? Do you experience feelings of dread, impending doom, powerlessness, hypervigilance or alarm, apprehensive self-absorption, and a sense of doubt, vagueness or subjectivity about the nature of this threat? Or, have you had racing heartbeat,
difficulty breathing, feeling as though you 'can't get enough air',
terror that is almost paralyzing, dizziness, lightheadedness or nausea, trembling, sweating, shaking, choking, chest pains, hot flashes, or sudden chills, tingling in fingers or toes ('pins and needles'), fear that you're going to go crazy or are about to die - when you think about trying to tackle this Mixcraft mixup? I detect an underlying patern of delusions, hallucinations, disorganized speech (e.g., frequent derailment or incoherence), grossly disorganized or catatonic behavior, and negative symptoms (i.e., affective flattening, alogia, or avolition). Unfortunately, if you do not get help soon, you are destined to have intense and recurrent sexual impulses, fantasies or behaviors which involve unusual activities, settings or objects and cause significant distress or impaired functioning.
How do you feel about this?
Jim ???